I'm Pissed at myself?

Dude relax your only 16 and you will either outgrow this by age 20 when puberty is basically over or you wont. Therapy cant hurt anything and you have to remember sexuality is not black and white there are areas of gray. maybe your bisexual and like both sexes or maybe you just happen to look at guys because you can its nothing bad at all. If you know your not gay then your not and thats the end of it because if your really straight then at the day when you **** a girl it doesn't matter at all hat other people thing or say about you or your sexuality. Maybe try talking to your parents or call up your doctor, school, councilor, or see about getting a therapist. or ask a gay guy friend to make out with you in secret and see if you get turned on if you mess with a guy and find out you are not into then all your questions are answered. But teenage years are a time of experimentation and exploration so "sample". I know when i was in high school I made it a goal to **** with one girl from every ethnic group and I got quite a few actually. So just breath its ok if you gay or if your not its between you and god so deal with it. But adult help in this matter is strongly advised because they have gone all the way through puberty and survived so casking them help cant hurt. but seriously try ******* around with a guy in secret and maybe fool and see if its for you. Remember just because suck one dick does not make you gay at all, after all its experimenting.