BOOK! 19 year old, college student, suffered heartache, depression, lost in life?

I would suggest. Lock And Key by Sarah Dessen. I am not a book reader either but this specific book made me not be able to put it down. Its kinda slow at the beginning but trust me it gets better keep reading. Its about an eighteen year old girl named Ruby who is living with her der sister because her mother abandoned her. She is going to a new school trying to make new friends. She meets a boy named Nate. He is not letting her in. It is a book that I think will give you more hope in the love life. Trust me. Its my favorite book.